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What could he have possibly been thinking?! He tears into another universe to save me and then dumps me in Cardiff??? With Martha. Did he really think that we would get along and be best friends? We can barely stand each other and now we're stuck here. Together. This confuses me more than anything he's ever done before. I just don't understand how he could leave me. Is it something I've done? And what are we supposed to do if he never comes back. What am I supposed to do? I can't deal with my heart breaking again.

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Survey...stolen from the Doctor!

Odd Facts about ME
DO YOU SNORE?:Not that I know of
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:I've got a bit of both in me.
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:Daleks....
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Nope. I was more of a Barbie girl
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:I'm not a fan. Bad reality tv experiance.
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:Sometimes
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:Damn right I was!
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:Shit
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:Black
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:Of course I do!
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:Nope
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:Of course I have. But I can't share them on here ;)
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Somewhere....pretty.
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:Ew. Cook my food, please
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:No
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:Yes. Shouldn't we all?
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:Three. According to the little owl.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:Nope.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:Yeah.
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:Depend's on who's wearing them. I bet Jack Harkness looks damn good in a Speedo.
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:I couldn't. Think of Bambi's mom
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:I don't know. Maybe
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:Yeah
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:Just normal stuff.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":To my mum earlier.
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:Haha! Sure he is! He's with Elvis.
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:Not usually
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:Scrambled. Or sunnyside up.
ARE BLONDES DUMB?:NO!!!!
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:God only knows.
WHAT TIME IS IT?:It's a bit after midnight.
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:People used to call me Rosie when I was little. I dare you to do it now.
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?:It's alright.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:Earlier. When I went to work
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:I like both. Baths are good for relaxing.
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:Sure he is!
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:Yeah...
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:CHIPS. I have a chip problem.
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:Creamy most of the time. The TARDIS would only give me crunchy though.
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:Nah
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:Two
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?:Sure is!!
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:Not right now
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?:Nope
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:Brown
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:Yesterday....
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:Not really sure now...I used to...
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:Hmm. Kate Bosworth had it okay. Dating Orlando Bloom and all!
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?:Not that I know of
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?:Yeah, I think they made me read it in school
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:Not well enough to consider it "playing"
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:God no
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:Yeah, it's alright
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?:Not usually
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?:Yes. Oh yes
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?:Yeah.
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:I think it's something that is, regrettably, necessary in this time.
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?:Nope. I've tried. It's bad
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?:I don't have a myspace.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:Chips
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:On occasion
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:Yeah, you could say that.
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:Oh, I've started a LIST
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?:Not really
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?:The Plain White T's
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Fear

I've been hollow. For quite a while now I've been nothing but the shell of the girl I once was. Everyone here is so happy. Mum and Pete have the new baby, Mickey has his work and friends...and I've got nothing. I ended up stuck here and everything I know and love is out traveling in time and space.

I know he told me to trust that everything would be alright and that he'd get in touch with me, but I'm terrified that something has gone wrong. It's been what feels like forever and I haven't heard from him. And as happy as it made me that he acutally said it...his "I love you" sounded far too much like goodbye.

Sarah Jane is doing it!!

A - Age of first kiss: Hmm. I don't really remember. It was one of those kindergarten things. So around 6?
B - Band Listening to Right Now: I'm listening to the Spice Girls, acutally.
C - Crush: The Dr. (It's no secret)
D - Dad's Name: Pete Tyler
E - Easiest person to talk to: The Doctor. And Mickey, as long as I'm not talking about the Doctor.
F - Favourite bands at the moment: Nothing original. I kind of like the band that have that "Delilah" song.
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: Worms
H - Hometown: Powell Estate, England.
I - Instrument: I can plunk out some things on the piano.
J - Junior High: I was a killer gymnist!
K - Kids: None.
L - Longest car trip: I don't really remember. Mum and I didn't travel much. I did most of my travelling via TARDIS
M - Mom's name: Jackie Tyler
O - One wish: I wish I had him back.
P - Phobias: Daleks.
Q - Quote: "Run"
R - Reasons to smile: Memories. Good ones.
S - Song you sang last: "Wannabe"
T - Time you woke up today: Hmm. Around 10.
U - Unknown fact about me: I hate peas.
V - Vegetable you hate: Hehe. PEAS!
W - Worst habit: I ramble a lot. I bite my nails
X - X-rays you've had: A few. Mostly from back in the gymnastics days.
Y - Yummy food: CHIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Z - Zodiac sign: Aries

This is me....





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I can't believe it...I'm acutally talking to him. The Doctor. My Doctor. It's almost like I have him with me again. Almost. In some ways though, it's worse. Being able to talk to him but not have him with me hurts so badlly. I've tried so hard to get over it and move on with my "normal" life, but I can't. For me "normal" became traveling through time and space on the TARDIS, not getting up every morning to go to work. But I suppose work at Torchwood isn't exactly normal either.

He's got someone new with him now. And it breaks my heart. She's getting to do all the things I didn't. I wonder if he's jiggerypoked her phone so she can call home from anywhere.

Well, there's no use dwelling on all the sadness. I'm just happy to be able to talk to him. And maybe, if my employer's don't rip apart the universe as we know it, we can find a way to get me back to where he is. Maybe...

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Apparently...

LJ is the cool thing to do now. So I figured I'd give in. I mean, I've got some cool things to post about on here, don't I?
Though it'll probably end up full of pointless things.

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